baby boy.

crazy relationship, eh?
reminds me of my EX . =/

i'm considering go-go'ing haha

this sums up my life .

Once upon a time there was a girl

In her early years she had to learn

How to grow up living in a war that she called home

Never know just where to turn for shelter from the storm

Hurt me to see the pain across my mother's face

Everytime my father's fist would put her in her place

Hearing all the yelling I would cry up in my room

Hoping it would be over soon
often wonder why I carry all this guilt

When it's you that helped me put up all these walls I've built

Shadows stir at night through a crack in the door

The echo of a broken child screaming

"please no more"

Daddy, don't you understand the damage you have done?

to you it's just a memory,

but for me it still lives on.
It's not so easy to forget

All the lines you left along her neck

When I was thrown against cold stairs

And every day I'm afraid to come home

In fear of what I might see next

Bruises fade father but the pain remains the same

And I still remember how you kept me so afraid

Strength is my mother for all the love you gave

Every morning that I wake I look back to yesterday

And I'm OK

I'm OK .

cherry blossom tree;

so, for my first tattoo i'm hoping to get one of these on my side .



MEANiNG; The Chinese feel that the cherry blossom is a flower that represents feminine power and beauty. They believe that the blossom is an example of extreme beauty. It's very beautiful and even very delicate but yet it holds extreme power at the same time. In Chinese herbal lore the cherry blossom is a symbol of love and passion.








or i might just get something simple like this ..