internally bleeding .

I strangled out the pain until
my soul was empty was cold
crippled and worthless,
so I thought that it could never be sold
my mother told me that
placing my faith in God was the answer
but then i hated god
cause he gave my mother cancer .





so i was listening to an immortal technique song
and this hit me hard
no my mom dosen't have cancer
but she does have a tumor in her brain
i remember seeing her in the hospital, on the bed
with tubes in her mouth and on a breathing machine
it HURT me sooo bad
and well it was taken out then
but she started getting the same symptoms again
and she went to get test
but they can't tell yet if its came back . =[
I thought i should share this because
a close friend of mine lost her mom to cancer
and its just painful to think you could loose your mom .